[Spoken:]
This has got to be the saddest day of my life
I called you here today for a bit of bad news
I won’t be able to see you anymore
Because of my obligations, and the ties that you have
We’ve been meeting here everyday
And since this is our last day together
I wanna hold you just one more time
When you turn and walk away, don’t look back
I wanna remember you just like this
Let’s just kiss and say goodbye
I had to meet you here today
There’s just so many things to say
Please don’t stop me ’til I’m through
This is something I hate to do
We’ve been meeting here so long
I guess what we done, oh was wrong
Please darlin’, don’t you cry
Let’s just kiss and say goodbye
Many months have passed us by
(I’m gonna miss you)
I’m gonna miss you, I can’t lie
(I’m gonna miss you)
I’ve got ties, and so do you
I just think this is the thing to do
It’s gonna hurt me, I can’t lie
Maybe you’ll meet, you’ll meet another guy
Understand me, won’t you try, try, try, try, try, try, try
Let’s just kiss and say goodbye (Goodbye)
(I’m gonna miss you)
I’m gonna miss you, I can’t lie
(I’m gonna miss you)
Understand me, won’t you try
(I’m gonna miss you)
It’s gonna hurt me, I can’t lie
(I’m gonna miss you)
Take my hankerchief, wipe your eyes
(I’m gonna miss you)
Maybe you’ll find, you’ll find another guy
(I’m gonna miss you)
Let’s kiss and say goodbye, pretty baby
(I’m gonna miss you)
Please, don’t you cry
(I’m gonna miss you)
Understand me, won’t you try
(I’m gonna miss you)
Let’s just kiss
And say goodbye
I keep staring at my phone wondering what I can say… Wondering if it even matters anymore what I say. I keep staring at this page wondering what I should write… If it even matters anymore. I have never been this frustrated in my life and it is driving me crazy. Not being able to talk to someone when I want to is frustrating. Not being able to hear a voice when I need to drives me mad. Just words on a screen. I need more than just words on a screen. To attached for my own good as my need for her drives me deeper into insanity. Maybe it’s for the best if she never talks to me again? Maybe I already know it’s over yet I send and I send and I send. What I want… Is to much. What I want… Is what I can’t have. What I want… Is a…
Ever have someone in your life that you couldn’t live without? And I don’t mean your lover. Just someone you know, you love, and miss when you can’t talk to them. I think that is how I have been feeling lately. I love being able to talk to her all day and night until I pass out from old age… And when I can’t talk to her it feels like I have no motivation to do anything but I push forward with the hopes of being able to. I will say it’s not the easiest of friendships for a few reason but it’s not negative things. For one I learned I have no manners when I talk… :-) But slowly I am cleaning that up and watching what I say to people. There are other things I am working on and to be honest it’s fun. She on she on lol.
I think for the first time in a long time I am glad summer is here. With everything going on in my life I have hopes of being able to spend most of my time out doors this summer. Provided finances don’t get redirected to other stuff.. At any rate this is my first time saying Welcome Summer and…wait it’s Spring.. Blah never mind then…
